I hate when people romanticize addiction.
You are not addicted to cars. You are not addicted to your favorite drink at Starbucks. You are not addicted to cats.
I’m addicted to heroin. My body aches within a day of not using. My hands quiver like twigs in a strong gust of wind. My stomach churns. I perspire uncontrollably. I go sleepless for days sometimes.
You are not addicted to something until you feel enslaved by it.
All they see is the girl who does drugs, they don’t see the reasons why she does and they don’t see how badly she struggles.. how much she hates the girl she’s become.
Oh the aches and pains. How lovely.
I feel like complete fucking shit.
I need dope asap. Omfg